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[29 Dec 2003|02:51pm] |
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It's been kind of a while since I posted and there really isn't much reason for that but that's not the point of my posting now.
The point is that I made a new journal, and that if I use this journal at all it will be to post in communities. If you still want to read my journal you can find it here:
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| Awwww. |
[20 Dec 2003|08:47pm] |
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 You're glowing with Yellow Love.
Yellow love = friend-love. You've either got a lot, or the ones you have are very good. Friends, that is. Congratulations.
What color of love are you most glowing with? brought to you by Quizilla
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from voirdire who took it from missannethorpe, who wrote it. |
[19 Dec 2003|08:45pm] |
If you're so inclined, point your mouse to the American Family website and fill out this poll about gay marriage. Why? because American Family is one of the groups lobbying to have gay marriage made illegal and if their own research data proves them wrong, well... they will probably still go ahead with the lobbying, but at least they can't site the poll stats as reason why.
I just voted for legalizing gay marriage. Because I really like being married and I hate to think that our government is denying this right from anyone.
And because I'd like to someday be able to call my mom's partner what she is: my stepmom. When she is old and gray and my mom is likely gone, (my mom is older) I want to be able to take care of Karyn like any daughter would. I want to be able to look after her interests and make sure she is safe. She's be doing it for me all these years and it makes me sad to think that someone out there thinks that's evil and wrong and shouldn't be protected.
So go vote
http://www.afa.net/petitions/marriagepoll.asp
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| I have the best friends ever. |
[19 Dec 2003|08:31pm] |
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Cookies and pizza. That's what I ate today. Oh, and latkes. It's the first night of Hannukah!
Cara: if you get this before you call me back, I'm not going away this weekend b/c my grandma is sick so we can go see LotR RotK! YAY!
Sleepy. 'Night, all.
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[16 Dec 2003|06:35pm] |
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I'm sick.
I got my Mosaic Project shirt from Lara today and it fits perfectly. I don't really want to take it off...
Not sure if I'm coming to school tomorrow. My temperature seems to be going up. Hope to come back for Thursday and Friday.
( Because I'm tired of being sick and have nothing else to do... )
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| For all my buddies...you gooey balls of mush ^_^ |
[09 Dec 2003|09:50pm] |
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 You are... Shrek - "Well I have to save my ass!" You walk tough and talk tough, but inside you're just a gooey ball of mush. Your friends are important to you (whether you admit it or not) and you'd do just about anything for them (but you wouldn't like it). Trust is important to you, and so is respet. Looks don't matter to you; it's the gooey ball of mush inside that really counts.
What movie quote are YOU? brought to you by Quizilla
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| Cookies and brownies and cake, oh my! |
[07 Dec 2003|05:46pm] |
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I feel so stuffed full of baked stuff. It was my brother's birthday and the Building with Books bake sale weekend so I was baking up the wazoo and I've baked so much crap and eaten it too that it makes me almost sick. But then I look at my cookies and go...those look good.
Yes, I know. I have no baking skills to speak of, at least until now, but I actually managed to turn out some good stuff this weekend. Brownies that are gooey and almost chocolate syrup-y (probably because they're underbaked, but still good.) Cookies that are not grainy (unlike my last ones X_X) but have a really good flavor. Not enough chocolate chips, though.
Baking and watching movies is all I've done all weekend. I mean, besides hanging out with Nora and Cara, but we did both of those things. And made fried rice using sticky rice that was good but disappointed me because it wasn't sticky enough to shape :(
Johnny Depp is officially one of my favorite actors. He's. so. cool. Except...he probably wasn't actually acting at all. Just being drunk and high and saying his lines. Funny how that worked in Pirates of the Caribbean though. I'm sorry, Carrie, but he really was the best.
CAN'T. FREAKIN. WAIT. TO. SEE. THE. RETURN. OF. THE. KING. IT. WILL. BE. SO. FREAKIN. AWESOME.
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| Interestingly accurate. |
[05 Dec 2003|04:26pm] |
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Take the quiz at http://www.colorquiz.com Your Existing Situation Imaginative and sensitive; seeking an outlet for these qualities--especially in the company of someone equally sensitive. Interest and enthusiasm are readily aroused by the unusual or the adventurous.
Your Stress Sources Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and of separation from others. Believes that life still has far more to offer and that she may miss her share of experiences if she fails to make the best use of every opportunity. She therefore pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity and commits herself deeply and readily. Feels herself to be completely competent in any field in which she engages, and can sometimes be considered by others to be interfering or meddlesome.
Your Restrained Characteristics Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants. Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Desires an intimate union, in which there is a love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust.
Your Actual Problem Needs to achieve a stable and peaceful condition, enabling her to free herself of the worry that she may be prevented from achieving all the things she wants.
Your Actual Problem #2 Does not wish to be involved in differences of opinion, contention or argument, preferring to be left in peace.
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[02 Dec 2003|09:16pm] |
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( Survey... )
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[30 Nov 2003|07:08pm] |
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| I'm so tired of being here... |
[27 Nov 2003|10:10pm] |
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I think the part I hate most about holidays is how sociable and upbeat and happy my parents expect me to be. And for some reason I'm finding it to get into the holiday spirit this year. Maybe it's the war, maybe it's the stress, maybe it's simply that I'm not very close to any of the people invited and I'm not interested in the same things that they are. Maybe I'm simply depressed.
That last part is certainly true and it has quite a lot to do with the first few things I mentioned, but surprisingly enough Thanksgiving was not all that bad this year. I had a weird incident with cutting my gum while eating which has never happened before, and though it didn't hurt or bleed much it simply overwhelmed me and I broke down crying. I've done that before, been completely overwhelmed by something so small that it seems stupid. I don't know why it happens to me but it does. Actually, I think that was what saved Thanksgiving for me, because my mom decided that I was overtired and hurt and let me sit and eat and read in my room all day. You'd think the day would pass slowly but it didn't. First of all, Gabi and Tamar came in and kept me company for a while, and there's something about little kids that will always amaze me. Their energy and happiness that reaches the point of extremity and somehow rubs off on me. And then they got tired and snuggled up with me while I read. About five minutes later they were snoring. It was cute ^^
I wish I could express how I'm feeling correctly, but I can't, and I'm not sure I'd want to, on here where everyone can read it. I didn't intend to pour my heart into this journal when I started it, and I certainly won't start now.
Who can decide what they dream...and dream I do...
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| 4 day weekend and less homework than I usually have per NIGHT. Sweeeeeeeeeet. |
[26 Nov 2003|04:04pm] |
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Yup yup.
I'm sore. Two words: goalie practice. I. Do. Not. Play. Goalie. In. Any. Way. Whatsoever. (Except maybe...badly...)
A guy came in to my photo class exclaiming, "We played strip poker in math class!"
What went through my mind was: Only at Berkeley High...
I think...that's it. It's a long weekend which is perfecto because I have tons of stuff I've been meaning to do. Such as write to Andrew and catch up with people in general plus organize my room and find stuff for a garage sale to make money for Galapagos CAUSE I'M GOING AND THAT ROCKS!!!
And the phone just rang twice and then stopped. Weird.
But yeah. That is all.
Now you don't need money when you look like that, do you honey...
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[24 Nov 2003|09:02pm] |
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Thought I might as well update as there is nothing else I really feel like doing except eating mint chocolate...
Basically, I'm depressed. I already kind of went into detail, so if you know, great, and if you don't, you probably don't know me very well. Or maybe you just don't read my journal.
Thought it was time for an icon change. That one was cool but since I don't actually smoke it could only last so long.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRIS!!!
Yeah. Chocolate is good. Life sucks sometimes. That's about it. I'll get over it...
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| Carrie's thing...let's see if it works |
[24 Nov 2003|08:38pm] |
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A: You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind N: You like to work, but you always want a break N: You like to work but you always want a break A: You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind L: Love is something you deeply believe in I: You are always smiling and making others smile S: You are very broad-minded A: You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
C: You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it H: You are not judgemental A: YOu can be very quiet when you have something on your mind Y: You cause a lot of trouble A: You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind L: Love is something you deeply believe in E: You are a very exciting person A: You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind H: You are not judgemental
R: You are a social butterfly U: You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards C: You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it H: You are not judgemental L: Love is something you deeply believe in I: You are always smiling and making others smile S: You are very broad minded
HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TYPE THE STUPID A THING MY NAME HAS TOO MANY F#%@ING A'S IN IT!!!
[EDIT: This is actually Vanessa's thing. Oops.]
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| I made a meme! |
[19 Nov 2003|09:01pm] |
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Mine:
And my brother's (he insisted I put it here) YAY ^^
Must go do homework now.
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To anonymous poster #2 (I feel kinda weird about actually replying since I don't know who you are) you really really remind me of that part in Bowling for Columbine when Michael Moore is talking to the South Park maker. His thing went something like "If I don't get into Honors math now, I won't get into it in 7th grade, and of course not in 8th grade, and then I'll never get into Honors math and I'll fail miserably and die poor and lonely." That's what people make you believe. Grades are definitely important for getting into college, but if you don't get in immediately there's always junior colleges for people that aren't prepared. And since I'm sure you're my friend, I'll try to make sure you don't die lonely ^_^
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[18 Nov 2003|10:28pm] |
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 YOU ARE A KITTEN! You are the cutest thing, aren't you? Your youth and exhuberance inspires everyone to love you. You bound through life with energy and spunk and you manage to form deep emotional bonds with certain special people. However, when you get hurt, you tend to lash out and hurt others right back. You will unleash those claws of yours even at those most dear to you in you feel threatened or hurt in any way. Learn to control your temper and emotions and you'll be on your way to happiness and long-lasting love!
THIS IS A LINK TO AN ONLINE GAME. This link will bring you to a game world that will allow you to explore not the good parts of yourself... but the dark ones. If you wish to learn more about the darkness and bring out other parts of yourself, click this link and enter a name.
Just take my hand....
What Symbol of GOODNESS are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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